Wednesday, April 4, 2007

This.

I love my job. It is rewarding on both intellectual and spiritual levels. I feel competent and talented at what I do. I am not threatened by coworkers or anyone else. I am true to who I am always and that truth is part of why I am good at what I do. I am courageous and creative - I contribute a new depth in my field. I am published. I am a writer - any kind of writer, someone who writes for the sake of ideas and human connection and not for my ego. I am not egotistical in regards to my talents, because I understand that everyone around me is mutually talented, distinct, and beautiful in their own way. I am kind at work. I am not a gossip. I am consistently comfortable with those that I come into contact with at work, and they are not threatened by me either. My work makes me feel alive. It makes my life more purposeful, richly textured and complete. I am a little excited when I go to work, because I know there is potential for something wonderful. I confront drawbacks with an attitude of healing and forgiveness and I never continue to hurt myself by not forgiving myself for any mistakes I may have made. I laugh while I'm at work. I am happy. I do not stare at the clock.

I make enough money to pursue my interests, which span from fashion to reading to art to travel to interior decorating to coffee shops and to any other passions I may discover. I spend three weeks in Europe every year. I am not controlled by money - not by desiring or needing more. I am comfortable. My house is small but beautiful. My home is a place of tranquility and beauty. It is reflective of my soul and the warmth I find in the world. There is so much light. I am not seduced by spending and spend only on things that add to the aesthetic of my world. I have one wonderful meal a week but cook the rest. I cook. I am sufficient at it, capable of creating something delicious and healthy. I always have enough money to spare for organic foods and other activities that are healthy. I do not think about money. I am healthy.

I do not smoke. I do not think about smoking.